Monday, November 24, 2008

disorder of the phoenix

lately i've been waiting. and its irritating. i don't like waiting but its highly important. waiting on figuring out who my official roomies for next year are (figured that one out and it rocks)... waiting on finding the place we will live (still figuring that one out)... waiting for Jessie to get back.... waiting to go home for Thanksgiving... waiting at the light by Jack in Box on Valley Mills (the freaking most irritating light ever)... waiting for the bank and postal service to change my address so i can get my mail and shop online... waiting on whoever it is that God has picked out for me... waiting to find out scores for teacher certification exams...

just waiting. a lot.

some waiting only takes a few hours, or even minutes. other waiting has no time limit.... frustrating.
really thats the only wisdom i have on the waiting. its totally from God and he's teaching me to just wait quietly without complaining. learn about the present in my waiting.... this is diffcult for me, i mean, one of my top strengths is "Futuristic." I like to pre-plan.


i've started to read the CORRECT Harry Potter #5, thank you besties.... how embarrassing.
tomorrow i get to hug my sibs and my mommy and lay on the couch with my daddy... and then get my hair cut later... hmm... i don't know what to do about that, cutting my hair is always slightly traumatic for me. i love change, but i haven't had it short since the braces, so i don't know if i'll look like a four year old... its quite possible. i have a baby face. ew.

umm... my Pandora just played the same song twice in a row, different artists, same song. and its not exactly a great song.... the holiday station is less than stellar. but Mariah makes me all nostalgic, so i'm happy.



I NEED the Polar Express. i love that movie so much, its magical. and i'm obsessed with it. and Josh Groban. mmmmgoood.

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